Paranoïa

I'm paranoïd even in my dreams. It's either the paranoïa or me being an impostor, yes we stan. At least, I do. People really be pouring themselves into me, is that because i could be an empath or because I'm just not taking enough place in me. I don't know how much i can hold. Sometimes it seems like I am bottomless, until I throw up. I'd say every two years, that is how long I can be others, i guess. Can't wait for the cycle to end, so noone but me will be pouring themselves into me.