im beggin u to stop existing, please, so i can exist. seems like only one of us can, in my reality, and i'd rather it'd be me. even though ur existence is far more meaningful than mine. suxs lol. ive tried really hard to be only for me but in the process i completely disappeared, couldnt hold onto my self, as it wasn't there, never was. i guess im still percieved as egoistic and selfcentered, which i wish to be, but i literally, only exist for others, in their reality. cause in mine, there is only you, and in yours im barely there. fun.